I hate Seperate!!!

Haizzzz...
All of my friends gone from my side...
Not mean die...
All of them already fly to chase their dreams and work hard to get it!

And I still waiting for the right time to work hard...
Still working now...
But the long the time I wait,
The stronger the feel of lonely here...
(like an older talking@@)
I saw their changes!!
They don't online oftenly,
And Facebook just left me saying nonsense there...
Their talk are about form 6, college, streams and so on...
And me? What am I doing right now?!

And I really worry about....
How am I going to live alone at Taiwan without my dearest family, lovely friends and ...him?
Yes! We are staying under the same sky...
But Taiwan!! How far the distance is!
I am now work alone at Penang already feel so worst...
What can I do not to miss them so much.... TT